Broken, angry, mad, upset, disappointed, annoyed; these are the things that cannot get the best of me. Yea they may want to, but more importantly, I don’t want them to. Though things may be going a way that I didn’t expect them to go, who is to say that this wasn’t the best way? What if a great big reward is resting on the other side? What if all I ever wanted was at the end of this dark tunnel? Would I treasure my reward less had things worked out so smoothly? Wouldn’t I respect it more since I fought so hard to obtain it? O’ if we could only see the end of it all. Would I go through this is trial with bliss if I can see what is on the other side? Would I save every tear in a glass jar just to remember how much I cried out to God in desperation? O’ how I long for that day to come when I can look back and make sense of it all. Nevertheless, I continue to look forward pressing toward that mark…
…written February 27, 2009. Its over now!! And all the questions can be answered. Was this the best way? Yes, it most certainly was. Is there a reward? Indeed! Looking back does it make sense? Absolutely!!
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